*Faerie* (bedazzledsoma33) wrote,
*Faerie*
bedazzledsoma33

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mixed emotions unravelling...

I would give you my whole world and more. I would dedicate myself fully and love with my entire heart. Just for the chance to be with you...

irrational, yes... but true.

I just want you to wrap your arms around me...
I want our night on the beach...

I don't understand it...

I want to love you... I want so badly to feel the way I used too. To admire you for everything you are. I remember when I felt like I would never fall out of love with you... when it was so strong. I found the card that you drew for me when you gave me the sandman comic for christmas... its the little things like that, that I miss.

The kiss on the neck while we were making dinner... our first amazing memorable kiss... playing ddr and having chinese food... I always had fun with you, but I was too scared to get close... You are too young... and too immature... and I love comics... dearly, but you sometimes take it to the extreme.

I don't think it will ever work again, so all I can hope for is something similar to come along in the future. right now...all my mind can focus on is the unrealistic possibilities... that never were, and probably never will be... but a girl can hope can't she...
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